Angadi Theru!!!

The film Angadi Theru directed by vasanthabalan was heart crushing story of the guys and the girls at the corner of the fancy street where we enjoy making our shopping. Each frame of the film was focused on a particular society to bring them up to the lime light and their struggle for their life to carry out their daily mundane. I’m not a frequent vistor to Ranganathan street of T-nagar but the film name Angadi Theru stood bold and thanks to the film Director vasanthabalan who presented this film with mood to serve this particular society hoping at least a humane could be born.

The man of the film jothiligam (Mahesh) a guy from a small village in Thirunelveli was forced to take a sales man job in a famous textile mall after his father being died in a road accident. Marimuthu(Pandi) friend of jothiligam with an exited mood and lot of apprehension joins with the chunk of crowd for their first day job. Kani is a girl who works in the same shop but played a role of a peppy girl in midst of all their sadness. We could also see untold story of many who just works their to serve their poor family and also the road sellers who sells some product just to breath and only breath. .

The director kept his thoughts in a simple way and just showed us the mundane of the salesman living in the Ranganathan street. Though his thoughts were simple a lot of work around for this project which really made each one of us to move away from our seat to drop a tear for these guys. Their struggle for their lives starts from the early ray of the sun where they were woken up by a warden in large room where they don’t even have proper space to stretch their legs and sleep. The concept of the shop owner Annachi to lessen the salary by one rupee if any one reaches the shop by one minute late makes each one of the guys work there to stand on their toes to fix them in their position by the time specified was pity. The guys struggle for their food in the lunch time was shown in worse way which makes us think there are people who are ill-treated even lower than the beggars in the society. .

In amidst of all these chaos love blossoms between jothiligam and kani eventually. It’s a directors touch that “After all they are also human beings”. The floor supervisor (director Venkatesh) role tears down the mask of the supervisors of such big shops who always welcomes the customer with a grin on their face. Behind the screen they have an eagle’s eye on every worker and ill-treats the worker in a way worst than ever which can’t be put in words and to add up my words it is a fucking society we are living in and sorry put my words that way. .

It was sneha’s add film shooting which makes the guys over there to breath in patience. It was also time for jothiligam and kani to make some romance. Eventually after this kani was being ill-treated by the floor supervisor for her absence in the floor for an hour, seeing the furious act of the supervisor jothilingam turns wild to save her girl. It was the last half of the film that these two strives hard to come out of this hell. .

The film name Angadi Theru though was a colorful by its own let us not forget the tears, struggles, pains, sorrows of each of the workers behind the screen and most importantly feminism needs to revisited in every part and raise your voice in chorus. .

Vinnai Thandi varuvaya?!?!

Vinnai Thandi varuvaya a film by Gautam Menon. This is yet another film which stands like minnale. I would say a dairy treat for movie freaks. Romance blossoms from the first scene and is kept throughout at a neat pace with a more intense at the latter. Thrisha who played a role of Jessie was more beautiful than ever so was Simbhu who played a role of Karthik and thanks to the costume designer and sexy too . Comedy for this film through the character Ganesh fitted the film like a glove. A R Rahman spoke a lot along with simbhu throughout the film which made the film to sit in the Elite class. Locations hung at back of the stage amused every one. Though Gautam’s repeats are found in this movie like hero being a Mechanical Engineer and he has a sister didn’t blow him down in the public’s talk rather it boosted a bit.

Introduction to our charming hero ‘Karthik’ who has an ambition to become an director was not too expensive but a flamboyant song from A r Rhaman “Hosanna Hosanna” yet again made the crowd to sing back in style and made the favorite for most. I believe first 20 mins wouldn’t have favored Gautam’s way If it was not ornamented by the song “Hosanna Hosanna”. The picture gained its momentum and kept its rapport from the song “Omena Penna Omenaa penna”. Karthik touching the feet of her girl to express his romance reaches skies which made each boy to think why I had missed this to my girl. Romance is not only the bunch of lip kisses for your girl and it is more than that, a feeling of both hearts to reiterate a new grammar for romance in Tamil film neatly paced and hats off to our director. As expected by the audience Simbhu dominated throughout with a great art of flirt in the first half and striving as much as he can to take his girl with him in the latter half.

As mentioned earlier Thrisha was pretty like a doll than ever. It was a rocking introduction to the little girl Jessie with charming look in her blue colored saree but played a character of a confused girl with her romantic thoughts as she got an orthordox parents. Over all it’s a subtle love from this girl to his boy. The constant emotion of love from simbhu to her made it clear that he is intense and want her back to sit beside her to kiss her, to touch her feet, to share whatever he had, even then he knew she was getting married to an another guy of her religion. It was payoff for Karthik after Jessie snubs her wedding climax and mind you its love love and only love all the way after this. It’s worth paying your money and a must watch half-an-hour for every couple with a amusing song for A r Rhaman “Mannippaya”. Its never a surprise you would go in search of one if you are single. To take a stroll alone on a full moon day with a lake not far away from your site that too in a place like kerala with a lush green coconut trees standing tall around you would feel it a pleasure. If you feel so just imagine the girl you love promises you that she will be back for you and you alone on a full moon day with a lake not far away from your site that too in a place like kerala holding your hand tight and asking you to leave this moment and a lip kiss from your loved one with background music from A r Rhaman Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mind blowing!!!!!!!! Don’t believe me it’s more than that. This song “Mannippay” is purely a lover’s delight and so is the song “Arommale”.

Gautam documented the bitter part of the romance as an acceptable story in the climax. Karthik as a director in the film, shoots out his own romantic story With a film name ‘Jessie’ had reached the movie buffs and compromised all. Meeting of Karthik+Jessie at climax scene proved that first love is always the one which everyone will cherish even after years pass away.

The film on a whole is karthik with his all of his love for his girl asks her “ViNnAy ThAnDi VaRuVaya?!?!?” and the answer for this going to stay with everyone for years.

Clouds for this film “ivalavu ponnu irukum pothu nan en Jessie ehya love pannan, Mannasu Jessie Jessie nu sollutha, It’s all over Karthik, pls forget me. Let me go, First Love Jessie, evana irunthalum parthudalam athu unga appa irunthalum, ODE Café, What fucking logic is that?”

Is It My Rebirth??

I had no clue what I could see beyond my ken before this episode. Here goes my next blog. I was asleep at my bed; I was having a pleasant dream. I was amused with my dream. Suddenly I was feeling uncomfortable and was quivering back and forth from my bed. I knew I was tired. I was feeling cold and was adjusting my blanket to fit my body warm. Something had disturbed me for sure. Now my eyes were wide open but I could see nothing than the dark night which had filled my room. I think I was all alone. I was in a mood to figure out where I went wrong which made me feel uncomfortable. Was it my dream??? I was asking this question to myself. Just then I could finish my first question I had started to ponder deeply. Was it the pleasant dream that had ended in an unpleasant way the so called nightmare?? But, I was left unanswered to my own questions. I was filled with apprehension and anxiety. What I was really doing right then after these couple of questions. I was Checking my wears, I came up with an answer this time, yup, I was wearing levis strauss signature t-shirt and a cargo pant. I was also wearing a cross(poonal). It was then time to recollect my dream under my warm blanket but still was freezing out in cold when I come out of my blanket. So I saw it a safe den under
my blanket. I couldn’t visualize what my dream was.


The dream was something like I was surrounded by group of friends (office colleagues) having fun at train and was heading towards some destination so called tour. To my fortune my childhood friend whom I considerclosest of mine is also in another compartment of train. I just gave a call to him. I was curious to introduce him to my colleagues and I did so. I was filled with complacency and was playing some cards game with my colleagues and the train was zipping.


I was amidst of recollecting my dream but, before I could finish some weird sound it was a sound of unlocking the bolt of my room door the dull corridor light was entering the room and I could also see a shadow moving in my direction. Just before the person who entered my room could switch on the lights I was making myself ready I was coming out of my blanket partially. Lights were on. It was my office colleague Gomu.


He saw me. I was awake. I don’t remember exactly what he was asking to me but he was astonished and he was damn sure in bringing someone near to me, before he could finish his tricky thoughts I asked him where was mathan(another office colleagues)?. Just exactly a minute later I was crowded. I could recognize mathan is beside me and Hari is in front of me.

“How are you feeling now?”asked Mathan

“Ya I’m feeling good now”.

My apprehension was at the peak my heart started to pound hard though I gave a good answer to his question.

Me:- Keeping my hand at the back of my head I asked,“am I hit hard somewhere?”

“yup” said Mathan and continued the rest of my dream.

“We had a camp fire.We were playing a game called pulse. In that game you collided with another person and fainted at the same place and we are at Koldaikanal ” added Mathan.

Goddam!!!!! A voice inside me shouted. Now I was realizing what I thought as dream was not really my dream It had happened for me. Just to confirm things I asked, ”My friend was with me in the train and his name (struggled a bit in recollecting) Achu(my childhood friend) rite?”

Mathan:-“Yup”.

Cynical!!!!!!!!! Again a voice from inside. Now I had no other go rather to confront that I got a loss of memory.

“It was like a dream from me. I will try to act normal”, this was my dialogue for next 15 mins. I was frantically searching for my mobile just to recollect the people of my 22 years life. At last someone gave my mobile to me and my right hand thumb just scrolled across the dialed numbers to check whether I got to know someone. Some number passed down when I scrolled “Yup, Its my dad's number” my mind replied.

The crowd had dissolved. It was time for me to sleep. Mathan and Gomu accompanied me. Again a good sleep. Everything was normal in the morning. I heard from mathan that a girl was shredded with tears for what had happened to me. I was astonished and I felt how serious the accident was. I was as usual till noon until I felt I was forgetting things which had happened in the morning to quite some extent.

It was noon (Sunday). I felt I was stranded, crying out loud from inside. I need my mom beside me but I know It would at least take 10 hours from then. I kept going with them. I somehow managed to reach my home. It was Morning (Monday).How I could tell my parents that I met with an accident and I was unconscious with a loss of memory. I know they were starting a tour to rameshwaram a day later and I also knew that was my mom’s longing tour since she was born. I didn’t want to put her excitement in vain. I opened up to my brother and my brother managed it to convey the incident to my parents.

I didn’t want to give trouble to anyone. Everyone started to see me with at most care. I knew still I’m forgetting things and I’m not normal in my activities. I went in for a treatment and three days later a scan report stating normal study. Everyone thanked the god. So did I. I was on rest for a hebdomad.

What did I see really beyond my ken?? It’s my rebirth. I’m writing this blog on my cremation ceremony if I had died.( ☺). I really struggled a lot to come back to normal in this one week. I just thought of mentally challenged children with one question in my mind “How would they feel??”. I’m now shredded with tears. Don’t try to get an answer, for it you have to be a parent of that kinda child or you have to lose memory like me ☺….. Eventhough it’s a bitter pills to swallow up, here I’m reborn to learn things in my life in a better way hoping always an amusement awaits for me.

Reach Now Or Repent Forever....

I have never had thought I would write some thing which is apart from my real life happening. Just before you could start this blog I want you to revert some of your memories. When do you feel the contentment to be peak in our life? Is it when you saw your mom’s face who comes to receive you after your school hours when you were in kinder garden?? Or is it the moment you enjoyed with your friends in your school picnic? Or is it the first proposal you made to a girl/boy? Or is it the happy school days where you sat on last bench to pass comments on teachers? Or is it the pride that you passed the +2 examination with good marks than you expected? Or is it the achievement that you got a job in your pocket after a great enjoyment of schooling years????? According to me no one can pick one as special moment for him/her. Happiness of your life comes along with your voyage and it’s not a destination. The deeper fact is it’s not the participation of your soul alone it’s also your parents, friends and relatives who gave you such moments to scribble something in your dairy of life. If you have a amusement now when you stare at the sky with a feel it’s worth living this life and I’ve peoples around me to shore up for a greater destiny you are the champ!!!!!. There are also other sides in your voyage to think about.

I’m not a great person to write about relationship but still I thought to share my views and go deeper in my thoughts to explore how relations work in real life. Have you ever thought these relations (parents, friends and relatives) would show you the much of a love in the way you didn’t covet?!?!?!?!?. Of course no one would. There are at times where you haven’t understood much about the relation or any of the relation haven’t understood much about you. At those times when you find a solution for yourself and win over (make other one understand) you are the champ!!!!. But most of ours won’t all the time. Do you know where does this really break?? We couldn’t imagine right? Read on!!!!!!!!!


There are always things around us which we fail to appreciate or take things for granted. Behind the screen we think those are silly things to greet. But for the other person it means a lot. You as an individual teach the people around you unknowingly and for the loved ones they take it without any question. Because you don’t claim them to take whatever you say but if you teach them something that the other person also loves it because you love it. It should be appreciated for ever. If you don’t that’s where other person feelings sinks and gasp for it As we sail down our path we see some switch in our thoughts and we name it as expectations and maturity. Now slow down your pace of reading for this question. Have we ever thought those expectations and maturity going to affect the relations around us??? You are the champ!!!!! if you give a second thought to it. For everyone life has got its own pace and we will be definitely going to drop the one which hurts us. Of course, everyone wants to find things in positive way but, still those peoples shouldn’t be the wounds in your life.


To conclude I will put in my opinion in a whole. There is always a saying speech is silver and silence is gold this won’t hold all the time in relation unless both are in perplexity. Always openness is what expected in relation so it’s better to call a spade a spade but with some gentleness or one may bring trouble to oneself and you will find it difficult to repair the damage that has been done. There ends the problem if the other person feels it really worth taking his/her words. He/she would definitely have a thought over it. Openness is where the other part of happiness lies in relationships. It's your own responsibility to turn the tables on. Still if you keep your thoughts in the dark you will find it a hard nut to crack. So reach now or repent for ever…………

Am I Begging For Love???

Now here in Pune. I Started to pen down my thoughts after a long time just a feel that I’m isolated. At my room corner just lying down with utter rage and was tapping my forehead with my fingers what am I really doing??? Nothing really happened that was a usual day just a message from my loved one “Hey Anna I’m staying at my sister’s home can’t talk with you properly call you tomorrow. Don’t mind it Good nite! Sweet Dreams!! Take Care! Sleep well!” what really went wrong here? Nothing a quiet voice inside me whispers but still continued to tap on my forehead pondering over that small message and I’d a question with me am I begging for love?? But just to calm down my thoughts the darkness around me signalled to get on with it and asked me to drift off for late night sleep. Just grinned at my thought I said to myself it was time to drift off.


I know the thought didn’t let off. It was month end I was forced to count my penny for my dinner I know recounting won’t give me a better result, smile on my face and finally made up my mind to go for banana and in the rustling voice of the breeze I just started to walk down the small street with my two hands filling my trousers pocket and my memories back to another time and it was my childhood days where my father returns home after a tired night shift work with a bun covered in a plastic cover and I’d remember he gives it to my mom and my mom is the one who divides it up in to three pieces and share it among our three (my two brothers). When I thought those minute I was left with no words. It was my feel then that the breeze just patted my head to say I had something that made them to show their love for me. A horn from the zipping vehicle brought me back to world and it sounded like now I’m begging for love!!!!!!!

All would feel the love of others at some point of time and I’m a normal mortal feeling another dimension of love.

I Just Turned Around To See The Peoples Of My Life.......

This is a quote that all would realize at some point of time in our zipping journey of life... A quite voice inside me whispers "Why didn't I know my mum's love?". It was like a normal day about 7 in the dawn my mom was shouting my name aloud but, my dialogue was the same as usual (5 min ma) and drifted off. Ten minutes thereafter a call from my mom made me to realize it was my friend who was shouting my name. Pushed my blanket aside and walked in for a quick bath. Then it was my break fast time the P.G attender who yelled at me if I take more than 2 rotis at that time I stared up I'd see only my mom's face and I'd remembered the days where I'd yelled at my mom for adding one more roti on to my plate and from there I started to feel lonely without her. It was my office time then called for my mom to say bye me then realized no one was there and started for my office with feel of groan. I thought if that could be my mundane my heart started to pound. I just turned around my life it was my mom who lived a part of my life.



I tried to forget about the bouts which I'd in my mind but, droning voice of the trainer made me to transport back to another time and another place and it was my college life with my friends making fun of the lecturer, bunked off classes, small small tussles, college days cricket all those I missed out. Now here I'm titled as a professional and shackled for it. In the evening I was into a claustrophobic room and the dull lightened
varanda made me to feel pester. All I did was stood at the patio to listen the rustled voice of the trees and then I turned around to see my friends who lived a part of my life. As life unfolds I realized it was also the others who had accompanied my life and the stints come up only once in life. peoples often realizes when things bid us good bye and its our responsibility to ransack and greet and be blissful with those persons.

Life has got something in store for me........

1 month back I came from B'lore...I got a job in my pocket. I thought that all war has ended, with a rejuvenated feel I stepped in chennai....I felt the fragrance of my city as I crossed the river koovam...As a first job of mine I went to a tea shop after a very tired five hours of journey from there took an auto to my cousin's house which is in triplicane. I wanted to revert back my memories so went a stroll along the coast of marina beach with ma cousin the same evening after the dusk. we just skimmed through our golden flash back in that chilled breeze and started to hunt the chats over their.After a couple of days of stay I started my way back to my sweet home with lot of expectations to see my mom's cute face which took two hours to reach my place in that humid evening. As I was busy talking with my friends at the gate but, my mom couldn't wait, she rushed up the gate and just stared at me with a big sigh and held my hands with a feel that I'm back to her. At that moment I was left wordless all I did was repented for no reason. As I walked down the streets I'd some tests for my patience, to dismantle my feelings I was asked questions as if I was a loser at IBM (see pervious blog)

"You were thrown out of IBM right?"

"Recently many where sacked in IBM and you were also one among them right?"

These questions really broken my resilience, even though, I thought them as a mob gang and it is obvious too. I convinced myself that I've a good time ahead and patted my feel in a right track.

"Hiding the fear is the act of bravery"

- The quote suits me perfectly. Despite the fact that I'm bold enough to face the time ahead, but at present I must confront with this wounded pride. I kept those things aside and spent some time with my parents which gave me a moral support, even then I've a guilty conscious that I disheartened their feelings....I'd reiterate these memories as bitter pills to swallow up. Now life shows that it has something in store for me which is beyond my ken. It takes time to realize.

There is lot to blame me but, I wont. I’m inevitably made to drift a lot in my voyage of life. I sat by windowsills of my home which made me to down pat the importance of others. My friend Hari rather I can say who mean a lot to me, 3 weeks back from the time of this post his mother was hospitalized and I got a chance to take care of her for one day, and in-between the day he left nearly five calls to me, in each call he added something for me (like am I comfortable in that new place et al), that came form the steep of his heart I pondered seriously do I, mean a lot to him? I had a small talk with her sister too over the phone on the same day, "This is not a big deal if hari has done this but you as a friend of him doing this to us, really thank you pa", and these words really left me in tears. This incident made me to realize that others (some) have something in store for me. As I sail down the life, it teaches me that it has some regrets and rewards for me. I might seem I'm washed ashore but will never give up, keep on sailing having in mind an amusement awaiting for me.